Friday, December 21, 2007

Numb

Words can't express what I feel today.

How can a person you love hurt you so much?

I thought love was unconditional.

It is not.

To say the things you said and then expect me to smile?

There is no smile on my face.

I am only human.

And I am hurt.

I don't need anyone.

I don't need you.

I am alone in this world.

Seems I always have been.

Today is a bad day.

14 comments:

chrissy said...

True love is unconditional. Like a mother's love, no matter what Missy does, says or anything else you will not ever stop loving her! On the other hand, other love can also be unconditional, it does require alot of forgiveness and a ton of apologies! I sure hope your day gets better. I am believing for a much happier end to your day for you!

Crooked Eyebrow said...

!!
You are never alone although you may feel like it.

I love ya chicky!

Please call me, my ears are open.

Adventures In Babywearing said...

Oh, I do hope everything is ok tonight and you're feeling better.

Steph

milk&honey said...

Jen, what happened? I hope you're ok, and you enjoy Christmas with your little girl. Call if you need to, I have lots of wine!

Tiffany said...

Ohh i hope you have a better day tomorrow!

chrissy said...

I stopped to check in, I was hoping to read your day ended well. How are you? Better I hope, maybe a little.

Just concerned

Mimi's Toes said...

You brought tears to my eyes...I don't want you to think you are alone. I feel like you are one of my daughters...I love to read about your daily life...YOU make me smile...YOU are one of my favorite bloggers...YOU are God's creation. YOU are So important to everyone. God called you to be a nurse and that you will be, helping others and feeling fullfilled yourself...Please, whatever happened, just know, you have a friend in me and I am saying a prayer that the sun is gonna shine again soon for you...Love ya!

Sheryl said...

I'm here, I'm here! Call me on my cell. I'm 5 min. away! Let's go get some soup or coffee.

Ann(ie) said...

OH girlie. I'm worried about you. I wish I lived closer. I'm one of those stalker type pals that would show up on your doorstep with booze. But, it sounds like you have lots of support nearby. xo. thinking of you.

chrissy said...

Just drop a line are you feeling any different today or do you need some sort of drop-in!?

chrissy said...

Just drop a line are you feeling any different today or do you need some sort of drop-in!?

Crooked Eyebrow said...

I hope you were able to call one of us. We are all here for you. You are loved hun!


Seriously, you should still have my number, I am free at all times and I live pretty darn close.

Anonymous said...

Be strong, and know that God made you a unique special worthy-of-love person. NEVER feel that you are alone. There are always people who love you, and God loves you even more! Whatever the problem is, give it to Him to help you with.

Your friend, Sandra

Mimi's Toes said...

Just checking on you...thinking about you...I hope you took Sheryl up on her offer to meet and talk. Let us all know how you are doing...